Yes, I admit I have not been breathing, eating, sleeping LRL's these past several months. I'm trying to get through my health issues but it's been rough and no end in sight. Or as I say the only cure is death. Earlier this week the dermatologist took 18 biopsies and 14 came back as cancer. The other four were pre-cancerous. AT least the 14 have to be cut out and the others maybe scraped off with a razor blade. And I really went through Hell earlier this year with skin treatments that burned me and caused big infections. And that's just this year. Think I only had two or three surgeries this year, can't remeber. But with al the issues I still said to myslf that all the pain is still a whole lot better than dying.
I know how easy it is to criticize. I get the feeling there are some people who just want it handed to them on a silver platter so they can profit off other people's work. I really get peeved at people who ask for help then never even bother to say thank you. Don't get me wrong there are many good people here and most do give a thanks, but it only takes a few times before I lose faith in people. I really think these bad ones are hugely self-centered.
"I'm so important, you must cater to me." Sorry, not sorry.
I'm pushing six years into this Contraption project, just not about to give away all my work. Not going to happen. If the day ever comes I put it on the market I can only assume it will be cloned. Not much incentive either way. ANother big issue I have is my hunting partner has health issues (heart attack) and not interested in going out any more.
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